Last
year,
This
year,
I have
myself
I bid
adieu to 2017,
Making sense of the rebellion inside me
Rebellion
that has become second nature
So it has
even stopped asking for my permission
Before
flaring up illusions to pieces
Before
setting fires to the imagined
Because
it all came down to the three-dimensions
though I
may have even seen a fourth
I
woke up to a snowfall and my lips rose
in a curve
I didn't
realise I was smiling until my jaw hurt
I was a
wide-eyed kid in the moment I saw the whites
And gave
that effortless smile
I fear
I may not
experience again the magic as it froze
I once
slept by the riverside in a place with colorful walls
I fear
My feet
and those waves might never get close
Not a
moment went by, that I regretted
So I fear
If I will
ever say the same of any coming year
But this
year also taught me:
I fear
only what I look forward to
And so I
look forward to all of those
But most
of all,
I learnt
this new thing
I know
I am
going to practice a lot
I said
no.
xoxo
Fine compilation of emotions..
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